BONNIE Ain't you ashamed? Tryin' to steal an old lady's automobile. CLYDE I been thinkin' about buyin' me one. BONNIE Bull. You ain't got money for dinner, let alone buy no car. CLYDE Now I got enough money for cokes, and since it don't look like you're gonna invite me inside-- BONNIE You'd steal the dining room table if I did. CLYDE Come to town with me, then. How'd that be? BONNIE Goin' to work anyway.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

theres a weird sort of happiness comes from realizing accepting things. ive been listening to sinead o'connor "nothing compares to you" on repeat. there are only a few people i spend all my time thinking about, in this way my thoughts and feelings make quite a lot of progress in the time between i see them. i have gotten better at thinking and thinking until i can sum things up in a sentence which i like to write in a notebook. and this is healthy, like eating an apple every day. its more the swallowing and the realization that this is an apple and accepting that you will digest said apple and then poos. and theres a few of these i write down here:::: you instantly became everything i wanted in myself and someone else.youre uniqueness is bordering on overly intense.but just not quite which makes you suuuper. i like you because you seem to have an obsession with pretending to be mute even though youve never read the catcher in the rye. but youre not as nice as your soft voice suggests. because you can hurt me so easily. maybe its not your fault its mine for being to soft. i also decided that kids whose arses get smacked become adults with consciences that weigh them down and fear of nothing in particular but the next big hiding that fate deals them. i dont want you anymore. i still want you. im still stupid.

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